“You were the one who talked about love all the time… And now it’s facing you, you run from it.” – Maya, Kama Sutra: A Tale of Love
I hadn’t thought about it in a while. But then, while on the phone with Su Yin, my memory was triggered when she brought it up, asking which one you were, even though she already knew. And it all came back, even though I had been able to block it out relatively well over the last few weeks.
Even Cora got it right. But she only got it half-right, because I know that’s not all it was, because I see now how stupid, how incredibly, irrevocably stupid I had been.